wahahaha! i was soo looking forward to this day the last time. but today meant nothing anymore since last week. ooo. XP heh. what to do. expect the unexpected. always remember that as many unexpected things do happen to everyone. and it did happen to me recently. i freak out. shivered. and cried. -.- sigh. im still so curious, really wna know the real reason why... i wna you to say it in front of my face. only then i will seriously believe you. its not that i doubt you or dont trust you. its unbelievable. i really wonder how the hell can you even think of that. oh my. sighh.x( do we really have to go our seperate ways...?.

anyway! lets talk about today instead of my feelings. lol! hehe. im still freaking happy about yesterday night. hah. i talked to stuart kor until 3am. hah. talked crap. wahahaha. secret. anyway i quickly went to bed, woke up at 10am. got ready then bus down to tpy after eating my breakfast cum 'lunch'. lol hehe i was late as i went to get something. met james for accounts tuition. we decided to go kfc to study as hdb mac was too crowded. lol while he was eating, i was wrapping the present. hehe x) ruiliang and vann came to meet us. haha picnic basket. hehe

after ruiliang, james and i did one accounts question then we left to train to city hall to meet steph and continue to train ride all the way to expo. had fun talked. lol i was kinda blur and quiet. thinking about something... lol hehe finally reached expo, we went to queue. got the seats then started to write our wishes on the bday cardss. haha had pre-service prayer meeting. end about 5pm. went to foyer3 to munch on abit of rice as i was seriously hungry and i could feel and hear my stomach growling. x( lol hah.

service started. haha super funny. anyway... everybody, kinda everybody... were emphasising on mothers' day. which is coming in two weeks time. XP hmmph. i really miss her. sigh. but still, i know that i've true friends and family members who will be around me and support me whenever. hehe after service, we were called to gather. and we celebrated victoria's birthday. in advance. haha ^^ glad that you like the present. all the best! take care girl. after everything, the cg members took bus to tpy as they were heading to adeline's birthday party. x) i didnt get to go as i had to meet someone. sorry precious.

hmmm took train with victoria but i alighted at tanah merah. waited for jaspas and maple. took bus to his house nearby but we went to eat first. was feeling super duper hungry. thanks maple for the dinner. hehe after eating, we went to his house. very nice. said hi to his parents annd brother. hehe settled down, watched a movie, NANA! XD its a really cool movie. nice! ^^ all of us didnt notice the time, pass so fast. so decided to stay over as there werent any transportation already. the best thing is that, my phone run out of battery. -.- how nice. why must it be like now. awww man. lol

played games.. drunken twister, indian pokka, black jack, etcc. hahaha drank jackdaniel's, absolute peach and raspberry. wahahaha. super dumb. i totally forgotten maple cant drink much hard liquor. only the last few rounds, i drank for her. lol haha about 3 plus 4am, we went to sleep. aww man. super dumb. hahaha. sehh. missed him. XP thks jaspas forcomforting me. hah. all of us blur. hah. rawhhahaha. thank you guys for caring for me. lol hehe you know who you are. msging me the whole night. hah ^^ shui jiao! Zzzz.